Lost in this world

who is right

hmm the new year and its starting off bad lol...lets see it starts off being sick yep the whole house with the flu layin around all dead lookin and shit well ok so we r getting passed that...then the tub it starts off leakin 2 the point where it drives u nutz so u go out and u get the new parts 2 fix the annoyin lil bastard 2 break it where u can not turn the water on without it sprayin the paint off your walls lol...so now u force 2 rush out and get the part 2 have a man tell u your tub is so old he has not seen that part in years lmfao...nice...oh i forgot 2 tell ya that my fiance car is broke and so we r down 2 one car...yep so i have 2 go off 2 work and that leaves him with nothing...now the kids need a shower for school in the morning and the tub is broke...now my question is who is right and who is wrong in what i talk about next....ok now i am at work...no way out of that i need 2 be there i am there until midnight so i need the vehicle no doubt there...ok so my fiance calls my parents and ask them 2 come and get him 2 find the part or come and get the kids for they can take a shower at there place....whew i am so glad i got that fast shower in before all this lmfao...anyways back 2 what i was sayin well my mom says no...WHAT..how can u say no 2 that...so he calls the kids dad he says no...um is there something wrong with this pic...i mean ok i have kids here that need 2 be clean for school and ewwwwww come on can u go a day without a shower ummm i cant...and neither can my kids anyways..now that is there grandparents and there own father sayin no...so the next day my mother decides 2 call and tell me that she can not pick the kids up after school...which was cool since i was going 2 be home when they got out...later i needed 2 be at work...but then i said u know we r down 2 one car and we r tryin 2 find someone 2 look at the other one...i said why all this attitude against me...now i am workin 2 jobs 2 maintain my home and makin sure my kids r well taken care of...i am not on welfare and i do not get help from other public places...so i would think that my mother would be happy 2 help if i needed it...anyways she flips on me sayin why is it on her...well since the dad is not around and he gives me excuses after other i need someone...my fiance is always there and helpin he is more of a father 2 my kids then there own...but this time we needed alittle help with getting the kids 2 school since like i said i work 2 jobs i leave the home around 5:30am and i work alot of late nights so come on....so my mother starts screaming at me where it leads me 2 raise my voice and now we r both on the phone yellin i feel i am not in the wrong...i mean my fiance is not able 2 work he fell 15feet years ago and what he does get is for his kids am i bothered by that hell no he does so much around here 2 help i would never look at him for money...but my mom and there dad feels he is a built in babysitter does that give there dad the right 2 forget 2 help out....ugh i am rather sick of this shit really...my fiance says it does not bother him 2 take care of things here and the kids but it bother the fuck out of me..he did not have these kids with me why should he be the one stuck doin for them 24/7....ugh what would u do???