screw it

02.13.05 (7:30 pm)   [edit]





do u ever just sit there and not sure how 2 talk or what 2 say.....right now  i numb...i feel sick...i sit here shriving but not cold...as tears come down my face....and this music i listen 2 just makes me feel like it was made for me...i have been lonely...fallen to pieces...fallen pieces and i am still fallen...i cant breath...as everything rushes back 2 my mind of all the pain i have been through....next month is coming down on me and i am not sure if i am strong 2 deal with it all...i just keepin fallen fast and hard...not sure how 2 make this stop....HELP ME!!!!!!!....god does anyone hear me...yes finally i scream out help......someone comes along and takes a part of me with them and i am wasting away 2 nothing....i have nothing left....eh fuck this...i cant do this writting shit...fuck it all